I think I need to find a way to not be so scared of my friends.
I am always afraid to call.
Afraid that I might interfere.
Afraid that they will say no.
So afraid of the rejection.
Unfortunately that is always a part of me. Has been since I was a little girl. People seem to leave me more than I understand.
Maybe I make it too easy.
But I don't know how to do it any differently.
And that? I hate.
I hearby give you permission, as my friend, to call, text, email or write me a letter anytime you wish.
ReplyDeleteIn return I promise, as your friend, to always be honest with you. If the timing is bad, I will tell you and promise I will call back when I can give you the time you deserve.
I'm not going anywhere. I did once and that didn't work well for either of us. Don't be scared. That makes me sad.
Thank you. There are just some days that are better than others, ya know? Was having a crummy one.
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